pretty flower ugly roots

something blooms in your heart, its painful, its wonderful. you’re in a constant flux, you can be over the moon, or you can be a wallowing weeping willow.  the attention and affection your beloved bestows upon you is like bathing in the summer sun, you’re the happiest you’ve ever been. but this person has the power to make you feel the saddest you’ve ever been too; with just one moment you can feel like your heart’s going to be torn out, that you’re drowning and on your last breath; praying to any deity there is that you’ll make it to the surface again and breathe in the air, the person you need so much. This person makes a home in your heart, they burrow deep inside and it hurts, literally, physically hurts as they worm their way inside something you’ve kept so protected, so guarded until now but the thought that you could lose them in just an instant may as well be the end of the world, because honestly it is; they’ve become your world and if they leave your world is over.