pretty flower ugly roots

is it possible for someone to gradually fade from being an extrovert to an introvert?
because i think its happening to me haha

i'm extremely socially awkward, and i know i've never ever been this awkward when it comes to meeting new people or acquaintances
i tend to avoid contact with people i don't really know but i really try my best to smile or strike a conversation
its like my social skills are plummeting 
i'd avoid standing with a group of people that i know i cannot "not be awkward with", i'd probably move somewhere else and sit by myself and read a book or something
i've shopped by myself
i've eaten at places by myself
i've studied by myself
i've also watched a movie by myself (i guess sitting by yourself in the cinema watching a movie counts haha)
i don't know

i feel myself becoming more and more withdrawn each day and its seriously scaring me because i used to be chatty as hell lol

i guess i'm maturing (perhaps?) or maybe i'm just getting my period hahahaha

i don't know

life