Took me 3 whole weeks, and I must say throughout these 3 weeks..... I have learnt so, so much. Things are never what they seem, and you don't go around trusting the whole world. Trust needs to be built up. I'm glad that I have found 4 special people (Fantastic 4 ehhehehehehhee) and I love them so very much. You can count on me ok!!
Things are finally starting to brighten up for me and I'm so glad the darkest period (probably of the year) has passed. Even though I still get sudden heartaches I know I still have people to count on when I fall. I knew things wouldn't stay bad forever.
Now all I have to do is apologise to those I've let down.................................................
On a lighter note, I finally FINALLY had a good nights sleep yesterday. Probably the first night i've slept by 12 and for more than 8 hours. I had a fever the day before by the way and I was praying and praying and the next day my fever vanished. So I made a promise to myself not to be vulgar anymore. I CAN DO IT
I refuse to look at/ listen to things that make me sad. MORE DAVID GUETTA/ PITBULL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!