weak

the stillness of the night, the engulfing silence
you are weary, but awake
you are feeling restless
oh what a familiar feeling
you've been through this one too many times now that the feeling feels normal, maybe permanent
a dreary routine

exhausted mentally
drained physically
you cannot wait to close your eyes........to escape such a bleak premise

a rather failed attempt at trying to express my feelings via writing (lol)

i guess this tiredness is barely the tip of the iceberg. gotta get used to it sooner or later.
i love writing sometimes, though most of it sounds so amateur.....lol