Hi guys i think i haven't posted properly in a long time. I think i lost all the wide vocabulary i used to have................ so these few days have been so strange. Everything was so uncalled for and i was totally caught off guard, completely unprepared. Everything hit me like a train at full force. Thats life well too bad sux 2 be me
Really what do we live for? I used to say i live for family, then as i got older and sorta 'matured' ok i wouldnt say matured because i think i got even more childish, so its 'matured'. After i sort of got older the teenage rebellion thing came about and then a new word emerged...........FRIENDS. But everything is like so fucked up now i don't even know why i'm still living. Seriously everything is so mundane i feel the same every single day. Its like this whole routine that keeps replaying and replaying and will only stop when i die. This feeling sucks. I've been feeling the same way for the past what, 16 years??????????? Good grief
Fuck those 'friends' you once used to have. Get over it really, whats past has already passed and nothing you ever do will bring anything back. If they were truly your friends..............well they still would be your friends hahahha. A friendship that could break was never worth anything much.
I think i figured you out
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its ok steph :) ppl come and go. it's prolly redundant for me to say this but you sound so disappointed. i hope that you'll cheer up because you've an awesome life waiting for you right ahead. xxxxx
i think it is more sad when friendships just.. dwindle to nothing than when they 'break'.
sigh now i am sad too
The worst thing in life is to lose a friend, a friend that means the world to you, a friend that you put all your trust and faith in, a friend that you believed in from the start, a friend that took the center of your heart, a friend that you’d die for, a friend that you wanted to cherish for a lifetime, a friend, a good friend, a best friend.
wow thx fo your entry. made me realise that she isnt my true friend.
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