Rest in peace, please
I'm sorry I never got a chance to apologise to you, or even be proper friends with you. I'll admit, the thought of apologising to you never once occurred in my head when you were still alive. Now that you're gone... I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry.
You don't treasure a person enough when they're alive. But once they're gone, you'll realise its too late. You only live each day once. This is my plea, live life. Theres still a long road ahead of you, all of you. Do not let the thought "suicide" plague your minds and blind you. Suicide should never be an option. Sure, whatever happens, happens. But don't forget, when you think all's lost. Theres still someone up there that loves you.
Even if your friends hate you, even when your parents detest you, God loves you, and thats enough.
I should learn to appreciate all my friends more. Thank you _, because of you, you have made me realise a lot of things I've been doing wrong. I really wish you could have stayed on in this world further.
Sad songs remind me of friends