Why am I so fat, I need thinspiration right now. I cannot believe I ate 3 meals today. I cannot believe this. Why am I 40kg. Why is my BMI 16.4. Why can't I be skinny. Why can't I be pretty. Why can't I lose weight. Stop eating, stop eating. Tonight the elephant's going to exercise on my exercise bicycle for 2 hours non stop, wish me luck. Either that or whoo gagging non-stop. I WANT TO BE 35KG RIGHT NOW. WORK IT.