Life support, nothing beats life support. Because your name is carved into my heart I cannot seem to get rid of it no matter how hard I try. I'm trying to cut down on vulgarities and actually speak like how a proper young lady aged 15 should. Ha ha I seem to be succeeding (for now at least). I cannot wait to get out of school because life's been so horribly awful I just want to float away... get my drift?
I like looking back at old blog posts, one day if I'm brave enough I'd unlock it for the world to see how weird I was, ha ha haaaa. Since I'm so unaccepted in the eyes of so many today I wonder if you'd accept me even more for what I was then. Its so annoying when people tell you that you've changed. But theres something we all have to understand; Seasons change, and so do people. Its a norm in life and we just all have to accept change, adapt, and move on. We cannot stay in the 21st century and not learn how to accept change. Some people change for the better, some change for worse. On the contrary we're all a bit of both... right? Stop living in the past and expect everything to be the same, because change is constant. In fact, change is the only constant, we all have to learn to understand that. We live, we learn. We make mistakes, we correct, refine, adjust. We fall down, we pick ourselves up. Lesson number 1 of life. Some things are never comprehensible, and we all know that, but sometimes we just refuse to admit defeat, we refuse to submit ourselves to life itself. Then there are some other times we just want to give up, we want to finish everything, everything unwritten.
Sometimes I wonder if your destiny lies in the fate of a book. Or whatever happens, just happens.
Inspire, inspire yourself.